April 2008


Remember when we were young, there was cartoon namely Noah’s Ark that was vividly painted unto the canvas of my memory. Noah was living in the times when men were wicked and treacherous, and God wanted to destroy everything but Noah because he has found grace in the eyes of the Lord. God foretold a great flood that will wipe everything off the face of the Earth and told Noah to build a gigantic ark to hold his family and two animals of every kind. Noah would be outside his house everyday, hammering the nails and positioning the planks, and his neighbors would scoff and laugh at him for building such a huge ark. Everyday when they wake up, they would hear the hammering of the nails “ting”, “ting”, “ting” until one day, they could no longer hear the noise; God ’s reset plan was underway.

Everyone has played video games in some part of our lives before; Theres usually the reset button. When we run out of “Lives” or “Die” in the game we would hit the restart button. Everything will be fine and perfect, just as the way it was when this neat little function is put into use. It was probably the greatest and most imbalanced function ever created.

We tend to rely too much on the reset button and often abuse the reset button we have in life. Often when do not hand in our assignments on time, we ask for a second chance from our superior to hand it in the next day; what happens if you press the reset button too many times? You’ll probably get detention if you’re a student or fired if you’re a working adult, for the failure to hand up work on time.

The reset button in life has it’s limit for the number of times you can actually hit it. Take for example, the boy who cried wolf, he was given 2 chances and he did not cherish them which ultimately lead to his death when the real wolf came. Lesson learned? “Reseting” yourself too many times will just make you break.

At this point of time i would like to share the story of the all-known-but-not-understood story of the yellow ribbon, its currently Singapore’s sign for the acceptance of ex-convicts. There was a man who used to live life on the edge. He was making the quick bucks and would always go drinking till the wee of the morning; when he returned home, he would physically abuse his wife and children. He was caught eventually and jailed. On the day before his release, he wrote a letter to his wife and children, saying how sorry he was and if they wanted him back they should tie a yellow ribbon around the old oak tree at their town square, if he din’t see the ribbon he would continue his journey on the bus and head to California to lead a new life. So it came to past, when the bus was passing by the town square, he looked up and did not see one yellow ribbon but the entire oak tree was filled with yellow ribbons.

As I vaguely recalled and penned the story of the yellow ribbons, tears began to well up. What actually makes someone give you a second chance? The answer is probably just a word- Love. Love involves sacrifice, you can give without loving, but you can’t give without loving. For those who don’t believe in love, open your eyes a little bigger and put on your wide angle lenses, Start noticing the details.

A friend told me she din’t really buy the whole “Love” crap.

This is for her, i hope she sees this.

Heres a song based on the story of the yellow ribbon

In the Beginning God created the Heavens and the Earth, the plants and animals, the rocks and rivers and his most precious creations, man. And the Lord God commanded the man ‘You are free to eat from any tree in the garden; but you must not eat from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, for when you eat of it you will surely die.’

Why did God place the tree of knowledge within the reach of mankind if he knew that man would ultimately fall into sin and the world would be plagued by death, evil, suffering and could no longer have fellowship with him? The reason is that God wanted to give us a choice, the power to choose between things.

We are often given a choice to choose between something that has “short-term delight” but with consequences or “the right thing”. As the movies portray the train of thoughts going through one’s mind with the classic angel and devil speaking to at both sides, we tend to have similar thoughts in our mind; we’ll lay out the choices both on each end of the candle, evaluate the benefits, consequences and end result, then decide which side of the candle we’ll decide to burn; we cant burn both ends of the candle.

Choices we make has a very strong impact on our lives. Choices like the people we hang out with, what kind of food we eat, to value education, even how we speak will steer our lives very differently and maybe even the lives of others. Say, your very close friend has always been a fan of the goth look, you, after a long period of time of hanging out with him has also adopted the goth look, his choice has directly affected and changed you. As an individual or social beings, we have the power to change ourselves and others.

As a great man once said, “If you want to sore like an Eagle, don’t hang around with the Turkeys” make the right choices in your life today; to live a life of greatness, to leave a legacy behind.

Inspired after reading an article about the tree of knowledge and it spurred me on to read more from the bible, God gave us choices to not be just like brainless robots but to actually test us, if we pass this test it will only make us stronger. I’ve been constantly making the wrong choices and eventually ended up somewhere i din’t want to be. Life’s too short to go around in circles and making the wrong turns.

” Object.Properties = value.property “

This went in an endless cycle in my head today, a painful one. Its the time of the week that we do VB again, dread it so much, kill my braincell x 1000000 D:  i can just feel myself becoming stupid as the time goes by just doing VB, argh. Anyway i went over to Dom’s class for help today and to see for myself the all-famous retard, Andre of W2; His name has spread far and wide from his class to his entire block to my block so i’ve decided to check him out for myself and to my surprise, either the rumors were false or the guy i talked to was’nt Andre. O well, Enough about school, the rest was just plain boring, the daily mundane presentations and 6P.

Oh yeah Dom treated me to Sakae Sushi today, no more treats left for me T^T the food totally sucks and everything was so bad, the food came with the good’ol complimentary stomach ache. The bill came up to $67, cant believe we paid that money for junk food. Note-to-self: Steer clear of Sakae Sushi.

One more thing to mention, Happy Birthday Cedric, sorry could’nt make it to your party today, took the wrong bus ><

Back to My Guitar.

Ok this is a MUST WATCH. 44.7m views on YouTube, it had 800,000 hits over a week, obviously this is good stuff. For those people who are lazy to find out more about the video the guy in there is Jeff Dunham, a very talented ventriloquist, not to mention a funny one too. The video depicts a terrorist, apprantly a dead and funny one; i know this might be old but a classic always stand the test of time, if you have’nt watched it, go be part of the 45 million-to-be, Oh yah i almost forgot Iron Man comes to Singapore tomorrow! Can’t wait to catch it, been waiting since December for it.

Back to YouTube

School was OK today, met up with Dom and Trena in the morning, took a bus to school, been kinda lazy to walk recently, though i used to enjoy walking with music in my ears.

Class was boring, as usual, nothing really happened, grabbed some hazelnut chocolate divine at the lounge today. It was really chocolaty, and full of milk, could’nt taste the hazelnut though D: and during the 2nd break i finally broke free from the western food combo chain ccccc-combo breaker! Bought the seafood combo from the mini wok stall, everything was nice because there was mayonnaise; its the best sauce ever, makes the worst food like carrot stick taste great. Back to class, presentation was so funny, we did a skit and i was the narrator, Sadiq proposed to Geraldine made everyone rolled on the floor laughing.

Back to reality.

First post

Most of you guys know im not into blogging or anything but for the sake of my new Australian friends i’ve decided to make one :D for those who don’t know who im talking about they are these rocking people from Australia here on a mission trip to Singapore (awesome place) they are here for a month and are already here for 2 weeks this is their 3rd week they’ll be heading to Shanghai, China the following week, hope to see them for service again this week. If you guys see this thanks for the party and the very much enriching experience of the tim tam slam (is that how you spell it?) great meeting all of you, hope you guys enjoy the stay here.

O and no school for me today, been coughing and coughing for about a week or so already, hopefully i’ll be fine tomorrow.

Back to bed.